Read More 4 comments | Posted by Peer Gynt

you think you saw me first, but i did.
lazy cigarette dangling from ironic lips
and i fell as hard as your ashes fell soft

while you
oblivious you
slid casually from F to an unknown key.

my surrender was complete
but was it sexy?
but never mind about that now.

i remember when your gaze followed mine
and traced my form on the ceiling
and your wild stories gave me empty/fitful/love-/heart-aches
and i couldn't tell day from night

forgive me.
but i had to write this my dear.
because i am drunk my sweet darling.
no i'm not being sarcastic.
i had to write this because by next year,
i would have forgotten

the smell of your sweat
or your morning breath
or how you'd instinctively hug me if i snuggled close to you,
even in your sleep.

because bawihte, i'm writing to forget.
so let me soil it little by little
until there's nothing pure left.

come to think of it,
i've already forgotten
the rough feel of your tongue on mine.

this time, i found -

her warm, cold, bearable, lovely, lonely, beautiful, concrete.

friends in her old gents and ladies.

that the fact that she doesn't have daylight saving time makes her feel other-worldly, and that that is alright by me.

that she can make you feel heavy, light-headed, lost, loved, awkward, protected, oppressed, a stranger, at home - all in just one evening.

that she can wreak havoc with your soul.

that she still carries hope of 'home' for some, someday..